So I haven't logged on in a LONG time.. had a ton of things to go through when I did log in. Anyways, not that anyone noticed the lack of activity from me.. but I figured I should make a journal entry to just thank anyone that added any of my pics to their favorites and such.. there were a bunch and I don't have much time on right now to go and thank everyone individually. So.. thank you! xD

Back to studying I go! College is a bitch right now. Life is a bitch. I just want this semester to be over with... ugh.

Stolen from who keeps me entertained when she posts them!


Honesty...
Honestly, what color is your underwear? *checks* Lime green and on the back it says < 3 weekends. How true!
Honestly, what's on your mind? Not much lately.
Honestly, what are you doing right now? Typing
Honestly, who is your best friend? Felicia
Honestly, have you done something bad today? Hmm.. not today, surprisingly. Actually wait, I ate Taco Bell.
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Only for Hannah Montana
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Felicia
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yeah, those who understand Financial Accounting...
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? The list is too long. I can sum it up to one word though.. people.
Honestly, do you bite your nails? No
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Not really
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? Nah
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like? Nah
Honestly, does anyone like you? Who knows

Ability
Can you blow a bubble? Yes
Can you dance? Nope
Can you do a cart wheel? I used to be able to
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? No..
Can you touch your toes? I think so, haven't tried lately
Can you whistle? Yeah
Can you wiggle your ears? No
Can you wiggle your nose? No
Can you roll your tongue? Nope
Can you make a clover with your tongue? Nope. No skillz here.

Anger
What do you do when you're mad? Ummm cry or flip out on the first person to ask about what's up. Sorry if that was anyone at some point, haha
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? Oh, probably broke some things I regretted breaking
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Probably
Do you swear when you're mad? Yeah.. well I swear when I am not too.. haha. They just come out more when I am mad ^_^

Tears
Ever really cried your heart out? Nah
Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yep
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? I forget
Ever cried over someone of the same sex? Nah
Do you cry when you get an injury? Depends on the injury.
Do certain songs make you cry? One or two
Do certain movies make you cry? yeah

Happiness
Are you usually a happy person? When I am not in school, yeah
What makes you the happiest? Hmm.. the farm, and my animals. Or Rhianon
Does being with your friends make you happy? Yeah. They keep me sane.
Do you believe in yourself? Not in the least.. Thank you Rutgers for making me realize that I suck ^___^
Do you wish you were happier? Sometimes
Is being happy overrated? Nah
Can music make you happy? Yeah sometimes.

Love
How many times have you had your heart broken? That's a big.. 0!
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? Um, no.
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said 'I love you' to you? No
Do you actually hate anyone? Yeah
Ever made a hit list? Never
Have you ever been on a hit list? How would I know?
Are you a mean bully? I can be to certain people
Do you hate George Bush? Um.. I hate politics and the government in general, and he falls under that catagory so... yeah!

Self-esteem
Is your self-esteem extremely low? Yeahhh
Are you good looking? When I catch the right angle in my pics I can make myself look much prettier, lmao.
Do you wish you could be someone else? Yeah

Physicality
What is your current hair color? Brown
Current piercings? 3 in each ear lobe, industrial in right cartilage and a stud in the other cartilage. I want to get my eyebrow done one day
Have any tattoos? No, hopefully in October I will though!
Straight hair or curly? straight and wavy
What shirt are you wearing? A Pirate shirt
Shoes? socks
Necklace? My gold necklace of Max < 3

Have you ever...
Hugged someone? Of course!
Been on the phone until the sun came up? Yeah
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Yeahhh LOL Like a few weeks ago too..!
Laughed so hard you cried? Yeahh
Got in a fight with someone? Yes
Been on a plane? Yes
Been asked out by someone? Nope
Been to the ocean? Yes
Painted your nails? Yes

Last...
Person you talked to in person? Felicia
Person you talked to online? Masq
Person you talked to on the phone? Felicia
Person you hugged? Felicia
Person you kissed? Hmmm.. Felicia on the cheek before she left lol
Person you hung out with? Felicia
Thing someone said to you? Love you, see you on Sunday
Time you slept in all morning? Tomorrow morning.
Thing you said out loud: See you Sunday
Person you IM'ed: Masq
Restaurant you ate at: Taco Bell :[
Thing you had to drink: Water
Movie you watched: Christmas Vacation
Person you took pictures of: myself
Do you like surveys? When I am bored, yeah
Do you get along with your parent(s)? Yeah
Do you have mental breakdowns? I have in the past. I'm heading that way with this stupid financial accounting class though!

The Present
Current mood: Content
Current music: Miss Independent
Current hair style: down
Current crush: Jack Sparrow
Current thing I ought to be doing: Catching up on homework
Current windows open: This one, AIM, MSN
Current desktop picture: Twilight, Eclipse, New Moon and Breaking Dawn book cover images.
Current book: The Host

Did you ever...
Get into a fist fight in school? No
Run away from home? Yeah
Want to be a doctor? Yeah, for animals
Want to be a fire fighter? No

Do you...
Know how to swim? Yes
Like roller coasters? Very much so!
Own a bike? Yes
Think you could eat the stuff on those reality shows? Depends

Does...
Hair loss run in your family at all? For the males
Your car get good gas mileage? 24.6 mpg!
Your family have family picnics? Yeah

How...
Old are you? 20
Tall are you? 5'3"
Much money do you have on you right now? A few dollars

What...
Are you listening to? Miss Independent
Is the weather outside? Cold
Radio station do you listen to? Z100
About me: You want me to tell you about me? Hmmm.. too lazy. Myspace me xD

Once again, thanks to for easing my boredom for the 10 minutes that this took! :]

[x] i think im gonna have a high score on this
[ ] i dont talk to my parents much
[ ] people tell me all the time that they hate me
[x] i think i have said horrible things to someone
[x] i give people disgusting looks a lot
total=3

[x] i took heads off dolls when i was little
[x] i have destroyed something valuable on purpose
[x] i love to insult people
[x] most people suck
[x] i have thrown total tantrums
total=8

[x] im known to have an attitude
[x] i get mad easily
[x] i order people around (certain people)
[ ] im known around my neighborhood as the kid everyone else doesnt want their kids hanging out with
[x] i've argued with a teacher
total=12

[x] i can care less about school
[x] i love messing with other people's stuff
[ ] people tell me im conceited/stuck-up/self-centered
[ ] i lie constantly to my parents
[x] i yell daily
total=15

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight with my friends
[ ] i would never risk my life for anyone
[x] i dont like smiling
[x] i know at least 3 people i would like to beat up
[x] i love pranking people and nothing lame only hard core evil stuff
total=18

Thank you for easing some of my boredom! < 33 haha

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[x] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 4

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[x] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 8

[ ] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[x] I've been or am on a diet
[x] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] big sunglasses are hott
[x] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 13

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours

TOTAL: 19

[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I don't do sports
[x] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 23

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 24

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[x] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 29

[ ] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] hate the grunge look
[ ]I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 32

[x] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 35

[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[x] My screen name(s) have(has) x's(an x) in them
[ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's in them
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 39

Stolen from Tsaark < 333333

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 20

*No Level 9, it seems*

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 21

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 23

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 49

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 50

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 53

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 57

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 60

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 62

Level 25
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 65

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Some ones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 74

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 79

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 84

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Flattened someone's tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 85